The Conversation

Any time we have a conversation

It's never what you wanna hear

It's funny how much words can hurt you

Even after all these years

I wanna make an observation

'Bout how you tear your world apart

And every time I try to tell you

You blame it on your fickle heart

How they're hurting you

When they're not deserving you

Are so, are so afraid of you

It's time to have a conversation

Give it up,

I'm never gonna hold you up

You've always been afraid of love

It's time to have a conversation

Waking up is never easy

So why don't you come over here

Tell me 'bout the dreams that haunt you

Tell me 'bout your secret fears

I wanna change your whole perception

If only I could make you see

How it's all your own creation

That's bringing you this misery

How they're hurting you

When they're not deserving you

Are so, are so afraid of you

It's time to have a conversation

Give it up,

I'm never gonna hold you up

You've always been afraid of love

It's time to have a conversation

The words you hear in your head

Were never said, were never said

The heart you break, you mistake

For me instead, for me instead

How they're hurting you

When they're not deserving you

Are so, are so afraid of you

It's time to have a conversation

Give it up,

I'm never gonna hold you up

You've always been afraid of love

It's time to have a conversation

Hurting you

When they're not deserving you

Are so, are so afraid of you

It's time to have a conversation

Give it up,

I'm never gonna hold you up

You've always been afraid of love

It's time to have a conversation

*You are far from usual*

It hurts to deal with a broken promise.

Yet, we don't have the right to blame the person who made it.

Because sometimes, they really tried their best to keep it but.......

When destiny comes in the way,

No matter how hard they try,

They have no other choice but to break it. 

Painful.

But can be healed by

ACCEPTANCE

Typical.

Im standing on a path full of destruction at this moment. 

What's done is done.

The past is in the past.  

Release.

Of course you will never really forget anyone, but you certainly release them. You stop allowing their history to have any meaning for you today. You let them change their haircut, let them move, let them fall in love again. And when you see this person you have to let go, you realize that there is no reason to be sad anymore.the person you knew exist somewhere, but you are separated by too much time to reach them again.

Frustration leads to tears.

I had nothing but love for you

But you couldnt see it

Until...

I have no other choice than

TO LET GO

kalah.

Kita belum lagi kalah.
Jangan cepat mengaku kalah.
Jangan pernah mengalah.
Aku, kau, cerita kita belum sudah.

Syurga dan Neraka

Aku mencipta syurga aku sendiri. Serbuk putih itu teman sejati aku. Serbuk putih itu tak pernah tinggalkan aku, tidak pernah buatkan aku sedih dan menangis meratapi kesedihan yang bertamu di hati.  

Adakah neraka tempat ku kerana si peneman sejati, SERBUK PUTIH? Aku mahu bertaubat. Tapi serbuk putih itu sentiasa berdamping dengan ku seperti malaikat yang mencatatkan amal harian lagaknya. 

From a positive view (positif bagiku), at least it is there whenever i need it not like people who leave me when i need them. Mungkin satu saat nnti akan tiba masa aku akan bertaubat. Semoga masih belum terlambat bagi ku.

Wahai serbuk putih, terima kasih kerana tak pernah tinggal kan aku. Tak pernah mengecewakan aku dalam usahaku bagi mencipta syurgaku sendiri dalam melupakan kehidupan lama dan dalam membina semangatku bagi meneruskan hidup. Serbuk putih, syurga buatan yang kau realisasikan itu sangat memuaskan hati, akan tetapi maafkan aku. Aku terpaksa melupakan kau, menjauhi kau, membuang kau jauh dari hidup ku kerana aku masih takut akan balasan Neraka dari yang Maha-Pencipta.